It was a great night I would say.Thank God that there was not much to be done at work. Was able to leave almost immediately after work, for the first time ever since I am in full operation.Went to get our drinks before heading down to Holiday Inn. Imagine, $118+++ for a night. It is just so worthwhile... =)Totally relaxed, in the quiet room on my own for an hour plus before he came. Watched television and had a bath.When he arrived, I ordered my dinner. Watched television together, with occassional chats and cuddles. =)The only thing I regretted was the bottle of volka I bought. It was way too big. Way waste of money. Why? Because we were not in the mood to drink. Just drink to get the mood. Did not even finish a glass each. For me that is for he finished his. Cost a freaking $35!!! And it is now being displayed in my cupboard. Imagine. Spent $35 to get something for display. At the time when I am so in need of money, I am still wasting it away. Should have bought just 2 miniatures bottle. The result of listening him (almost) all the time. =)Was feeling tired. Dozed off occassionally when he was watching television. A total of 2 shows. So for me, a total of 2 times. =)Managed to put myself together after his shows, to have a chat before sleeping. =)While trying to sleep, something creepy happened. He has to scare me off with something he said. Was so scared that I had difficulty falling asleep. Had to feel him to feel at ease. =) But just now, before he left, he said it was not true at all. Maybe it was just to comfort him. Because he is leaving me alone there. Maybe it was not true at all. Anyway...Allow me to repeat that I had a great night yesterday.Sounds like a happily-ever-after story tale?But it is all so true. =)But, after I checked-out till the time I got home, the sense of loneliness was just so strong in me. What is this suppose to mean? I am scared...
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
5:10 PM